Angeline speaking...

I do not get easily embarrassed of myself whenever I did something crazy or whenever there was something different happened to me. I am strong and most of  the time, I do not care on how people would react about  me. The typical me. Just so me. But I think, there will also come to a point that you will finally realize that it is not you who makes up yourself but it is the silent influence of the environment you are living with.

I used to believe that I became whoever I am right now because of  my own decisions. I became who I am because of what I chose to be what I wanted to be. I am because of the genes. I am who I am and it is in my DNA. But I was wrong.

There is no definite explanation to this, it is just that I feel that I was wrong.

I was wrong because I thought that I was strong enough to make up my whole personality. I thought it was I who chose to be where and what I wanted to be. I was wrong of believing that I am potent to lead myself to certain degrees. As time goes by, I am seeing myself so pliant and even worse then being pliant that I am becoming myself because of the people surround me. I am becoming myself because of their boos and catcalls. Because of how I accept and deal with their conditions. Because of the given choices. Because of the available chances.

Yet, I was wrong of believing that it ends here.

I have my own mind and body. What you set is what you get. Keep moving. Your life does not rely on how the world evolves in someone else's life. Gotcha!

Way Back on the First Post...

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Thursday, July 16, 2009

The Heart That Never Becomes Old

Hi guys! before anything else, i would like to thank all of you for viewing my blogspot account... it will be a great pleasure for me to share my thoughts, my ideas, the whimsical experiences i had with my beloved friends, classmates, my family and the people around. and moreso, lessons i've learned from this big school of life. This will be my first post, and i'm looking forward to see myself having a great spirit in posting and never get tired of sharing stories of my life...

The Heart That Never Becomes Old

by Angeline Villanueva

Walking in the rain with you

I'm not looking for something new

As long as I am with you

Until my life is blue

(chorus:)

'Coz you were the first who touched my heart

The first one who brightened my darkest night

Who kisses my forehead night by night

I don't wanna die

*Coz you were the first, the first i loved

I love you, I love you with all my heart

You are my everything

My everything, my everything

Life must go on, and on, and on

'Though it's hard, we'll try to make it last

were not getting younger anymore

It's the heart that never becomes old

(repeat chorus)

(bridge:)

Beside here in my window pane

Lookin' straight on the apple tree

Counting on our memories

Smilin' back on those old days

(repeat chorus)

(repeat *)

(coda:)

Let me tell you

True Love never dies

But only lovers do

...-this is my first composition!!! and I promise to myself that it will sail further...!!! yup! you all guys got it!!!! ahehehehe!!! someday, you'll gonna see me on youtube!!(im planning to video myself while playing my own compo's..^^,) ahahaha!!! and the next... perhaps... on my concert!!!! wahahaha!!! 

 

 

 

 

 

 

*back to the future

ayan, naku at nag-promise pa pala ako. haha! hindi ko  naman natuloy yung pagpo-post ko. haha! pero ito ang sigurado:

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"this is my first composition!!! and I promise to myself that it will sail further...!!! yup! you all guys got it!!!! ahehehehe!!! someday, you'll gonna see me on youtube!!(im planning to video myself while playing my own compo's..^^,) ahahaha!!! and the next... perhaps... on my concert!!!!"

HOME SWEET HOME!

May mga taong gusto lang nilang magkaroon ng tunay na kaibigan, kahit isa, o mga tatlo, o lima, o higit pa. Ang gusto nila, sa natural na paraan... ang tanggapin kung sino sila. Tulad ko, ang gusto ko lng naman ay mapabilang sa mga taong tanggap nila kung sino ako, kung anong mayroon ako, kung anong magagawa't maitutulong ko, kung ano ang mga gusto't hilig ko, 'yung mga ayaw ko, mga weaknesses and strengths ko, at sa kung anong paraan gusto kong panghawakan ang buhay ko. 'Yung mga taong kayang makinig at respetuhin ang mga opinyon at saloobin ko. Pero, bakit ba may mga taong kakaibiganin at aalalayan ka dahil alam nilang nakikinabang sila sa'yo? Friends with benefits? 'Yung iba naman, kailangan pang makibagay para maipagsiksikan ang sarili nlia... kahit na alam nilang wala na silang lulugaran pa? We do have our own individual differences.. and forever will be! kaya nga gano'n so that we may be able to learn how to face and accept every single creature above the earth. Some times in life, may mga bagay na mahirap ma-imagine pero nangyayari, meron naman, no matter how possible things may happen, hindi talaga magawang mangyari... Na kahit gaano ka magpakabait at magpaka-utu-uto sa kanila, iniiwasan at iniiwan ka. Well, that's life, we just have to accept the fact that some things can never be and that we should be contented as things as they are. Besides, wala nang hihigit pa sa saya at kalingang nabibigay sa'yo ng pamilya mo. Hindi nasusukat ang saya at satisfaction sa dami ng kaibigan sa loob ng school o sa labas ng bahay. There is no other place that is sweeter and safer than home. :)

At The Beginning

We were strangers

Starting out on a journey

Never dreaming

What we'd have to go through

Now here we areAnd I'm suddenly standing

At the beginning with you

No one told meI was going to find you

Unexpected

What you did to my heart

When I lost hope

You were there to remind me

This is the start

And...

Life is a road

And I want to keep going

Love is a river

I wanna keep flowing

Life is a road

Now and forever

Wonderful journey

I'll be there

When the world stops turning

I'll be there

When the storm is through

In the end I wanna be standing

At the beginning with you

We were strangers

On a crazy adventure

Never dreaming

How our dreams would come true

Now here we stand

Unafraid of the future

At the beginning with you

And...

Life is a road

And I want to keep going

Love is a river

I wanna keep flowing

Life is a road

Now and forever

Wonderful journey

I'll be there

When the world stops turning

I'll be there

When the storm is through

In the end I wanna be standing

At the beginning with you

I knew there was somebody somewhere

Like me alone in the dark

Now I know my dream will live on

I've been waiting so long

Nothing's gonna tear us apart

And...

Life is a road

And I want to keep going

Love is a river

I wanna keep flowing

Life is a road

Now and forever

Wonderful journey

I'll be there

When the world stops turning

I'll be there

When the storm is through

In the end I wanna be standing

At the beginning with you!!!

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MAHAL KO!!!!

A Sweet Welcome!

And this is it! Take a break and throw away all the bitterness in life. Indulge ourselves in the deepest sweetness of LOVE and LIFE. Always a good day to everyone of us!!!