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Angeline speaking...

I do not get easily embarrassed of myself whenever I did something crazy or whenever there was something different happened to me. I am strong and most of  the time, I do not care on how people would react about  me. The typical me. Just so me. But I think, there will also come to a point that you will finally realize that it is not you who makes up yourself but it is the silent influence of the environment you are living with.

I used to believe that I became whoever I am right now because of  my own decisions. I became who I am because of what I chose to be what I wanted to be. I am because of the genes. I am who I am and it is in my DNA. But I was wrong.

There is no definite explanation to this, it is just that I feel that I was wrong.

I was wrong because I thought that I was strong enough to make up my whole personality. I thought it was I who chose to be where and what I wanted to be. I was wrong of believing that I am potent to lead myself to certain degrees. As time goes by, I am seeing myself so pliant and even worse then being pliant that I am becoming myself because of the people surround me. I am becoming myself because of their boos and catcalls. Because of how I accept and deal with their conditions. Because of the given choices. Because of the available chances.

Yet, I was wrong of believing that it ends here.

I have my own mind and body. What you set is what you get. Keep moving. Your life does not rely on how the world evolves in someone else's life. Gotcha!